November 15, 2017
Last night my granddaughter had a band concert in Ames. Because I don’t drive out of town in the
dark, I stayed overnight with my daughter’s family. This morning as I left their place and began
to drive home, my thoughts veered toward Kum & Go hot chocolate (I like
this, but it isn’t on the anti-inflammatory diet I try to follow to fight
osteoporosis). I decided I was going to
stop and buy one, but the Holy Spirit said, “No, you don’t need it.”
I knew the Spirit was right, but after all, I was hungry and
home was a 45 minutes drive yet. The
Spirit responded, “You’ve eaten breakfast at 8:30 before and been just fine.”
I ignored the Spirit, turned into Kum & Go, bought the
hot chocolate, drank it as I drove home and then was miserable—just as Gloria
talked about last week.
Ever had such a conversation with the Spirit? Through my years of compulsive overeating,
dieting and following Jesus, I’ve had several such conversations.
St. Paul tells me, I
can do all things through Him who strengthens me (Phil 4:13, New American
Standard).
Even in such a situation as the one I’ve described, St. Paul
is correct. For I’ve begun to realize
each time I reach for a food or drink that is not appropriate for me or that
may lead to overeating, the Spirit speaks to me and gives me about 3 to 5
seconds to turn away from the self-destructive action (He strengthens me). But He’s
not going to slap my hand; I have been given self-will. It’s up to me to do the right thing.
so true....that 3-4 seconds......UGH!
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